Today was our 6 week post op echo. Cole is now 12 lbs 1oz and 23 inches long just 6 weeks ago he was released from the hospital he was only 8lbs 21inches long.
My little man is a fighter though the fear of losing him I think will never go away. I have to return to work in 20 days I'm sad and scared to leave him but know I must do this for my family. We can no longer survive if I don't work.
Cole often has spells of getting dusky and purplish. Today's o2 levels were low reading 93% Two hours later they rose to 100% thank The Lord. Dr. M said babies o2's will be lower when sleeping especially heart babies. So Cole was given a clean bill of health and Dr. M will see him in 6 months!!! Great news but I'm wondering why I feel so cruddy. I wish this uneasy feeling would fade. It's been traumatic for all involved.
One day at a time and faith that all will continue to go well for my sweet boy.