Friday, February 20, 2015

Adventures with RSV & Pneumonia


So February 16th was my Birthday, I turned 34 yay!!!! Some very troubling events happened that day and well lets just say the best gift I got was COLE :)


And here is the story...........



February 13th I noticed Cole's cold just wasn't getting better so a call to his Dr was made. All the boys in the house are sick so I just thought they all had this nasty cold that is passing around the town. Dr. said Cole was weezy and maybe he had asthma along with a cold. I went to 5 different pharmacies to get the breathing meds and nebulizer I felt defeated that Friday for sure. As we went through the weekend, Cole kept spiking a temp of 102 every time it would go down it would just come right back his o2 was in the low 80's. Low o2's are nothing new for Cole but that will be on another post. Monday was here and it was my Birthday Presidents Day so I had ALL the Boys at home as school was closed. I called Hubby and let him know baby was still sick and burning up about 103 meds were given and I undressed him and gave him a breathing treatment as he had labored breathing. Auntie Misty came to visit with Cousin Rocco to deliver Auntie Chell (that's me) a birthday gift. Auntie Misty helped give baby Cole his breathing treatment as asthma is not something new to her, Rocco has severe asthma and has had it since 9 months of age. Breathing treatment was over and Cole was still struggling to breathe at that time Hubby came home and we started packing a bag. We knew birthday or not it was time for Cole to go to our local ER. I must of called his pediatrician 17 times I was furious no one ever called back!!!!!!! Despite no calls from the pediatrician we headed to the local ER, I kept saying they will just send us home and Hubby looked at me and said "better they look at him and check him out then to keep him here and he get worse."

We arrived at the ER about 5:40 pm 2/16/15 did the whole check in thing and we waiting only 2 short minutes before the triage nurse called for Cole. His temp was still high 102.5 and his o2 was 88 yikes, what is going on I was thinking. We went through with the nurse he has labored breathing which was apparent because his little tummy was going so fast to get air in and out of his lungs it was more than noticeable. At that point I looked at her and said I bet he has RSV!!!! We were taken to a room immediately. By the time we walked to the room and sat Cole on the bed the ER there was a Doctor and 2 nurses by his side checking him out tests were order and breathing treatments were given again. I have never been helped that fast in the ER EVER!!! At that time by the look on the doctors face I knew something was wrong. Chest X-ray was ordered along with tons of blood work IV was started, I knew we weren't going anywhere anytime soon. We notified all family via social media and text to let everyone know what the status of Cole was. 2 hours later the ER Doc confirmed Cole had pneumonia and an RSV test was ordered as well. I knew in my heart that Cole did have RSV which was unsettling because the year before he had the Synagis vaccine and this year's dose was approved but his cardiologist and pediatrician didn't think it was necessary. 2 more hours or so and it was confirmed Cole did in fact have RSV and we would be going to Stanford where his cardiac care team was. Lucile Packard is the Children's Hospital for Stanford and they sent an ambulance to transport Cole. 10:30 pm LPCH showed up to get Cole and make sure he was stable enough for our ride.

We arrived at LPCH around 12:16 am 2/17 in the PICU not a place we wanted to be again but it was necessary. They got a co-sleeping bed for Hubby and Cole and I went to a sleep station to get some rest once he was all hooked up and situated.  Around 4:30 am Coles oxygen dropped in the low 70's to 80's a place we haven't been since pre heart surgery, Cole was place on oxygen a low amount but it helped. Also Coles blood pressure was pretty high. Rounds were next and as a heart mom or a mom that has been through these rounds you notice your child may show off and be extra awesome looking during these rounds Cole did just that and was kept in the ICU till that evening then transferred to the step down unit. Still on minimal oxygen his o2 levels went back up great. During rounds it was mentioned about Coles history of his low o2's with his bluish and grey spells that started happening after his repair that was done 7/5/13, Pulmonary was called for a consult.


We were put on the 3rd floor on the East wing in an isolation room as RSV is highly contagious, the bright side to this we had a room all to ourselves which was awesome. Did I mention that LPCH has a movie on demand for the kids and Frozen was an option, it's safe to say we watched Disney's Frozen over 20x's. It kept Cole occupied and for the most part and very content thank GOD we brought baby which is Coles security blanket ( by the way he named this blanket himself)

 Pulmonary came for a visit and Dr Conrad was the Dr she is noting but brilliant and a genius!!!! She may have even determined a problem that I have that I could of passed down genetically to Cole.
Cole had worn a 24 halter monitor months previous to record these blue spells ordered by Dr. Punn his cardiologist, in those 24 hours 3 low o2's were recorded in the low 70' to high 80's it have these episodes recorded makes a parent feel less crazy and overly dramatic trust me and all of those episodes are in Stanford's computer system in Coles chart. At some point the referral to pulmonary had been lost from that last visit but all that mattered was that we were being seen now. 2 test have been ordered a Chest CT Scan with Contrast and a Bubble Echo all will be done while Cole is sedated with he will need a Cardiac anesthesiologist to help with the sedation. This will be a team effort and should hopefully be happening sometime next week. What ever the test uncover some procedures will need to be done to fix the problem and or problems. I really don't know if I want to get into the what if's at this point it will just make my head spin,  that will be another blog post so be on the lookout. Cole was released from Stanford late Thursday evening and seems to be doing better despite his low o2's . He is happy today and I am blessed to have him home running around back to his ornery self LOL. Now we wait for the testing and the out come of how to fix Cole so he can get back to his self and keep growing. Praying is all we can do and trusting that the Lord knows what is best for Cole and that having faith that Cole will be fixed.



    Lucile Packard came and got Cole


               Cole in ICU at LPCH

                Cole and Mommy

      Nurse Veronica was Coles favorite


        Kiss me mama I'm feeling better



 Beautiful quote sent to me by a wonderful colleague:

"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen."










Friday, December 12, 2014

Terrible 1 1/2's ??

Well the day has come when my perfect little angel has become that kid. The kid you hear screaming at the store lol the one you think to yourself thank goodness that's not my child. Well don't worry that screaming kid in the store is mine. We've entered the almost terrible twos maybe its the 1 1/2 year old crisis what ever it is Cole has lost his marbles he is a ball of emotions that is bouncing from wall to wall while screaming at the top of his lungs. I am looking forward to 3 because well let's be honest who likes the terrible twos and what ever else Cole is acting like these days. Still love my boy he is growing into his own little person moody and full of spunk. 


    He doesn't want to listen to my music so he plugs His ears. LOL this child of mine. 


Thursday, October 2, 2014

Little Brother Cole


Today is a bittersweet day. All who know me know I love being pregnant and having babies. That moment when they turn on all the lights in the birthing room and you feel the lights warmth and see the fuzz rise as they get the blankets ready. The over coming of every emotion possible when your baby is first welcomed into this world.  The smell of sweet newborn breath, the new baby smell that you just cant get enough and wish you could bottle that smell because it doesn't last long the feel of their soft hair on your lips or cheek and most of all the walking on clouds for the first few weeks of your little ones new life. I've got to experience all of those glorious moments 6 times, 6 amazing times.  I will miss those moments but the memories will be forever embedded in my mind. After tons of deliberation it was decided that Cole would be our last baby. With that decision lots of fears surfaced, what if we lose his to this CHD monster. Really all those what if's are just that. Tonight as I look at him playing in his carseat as we waited in the car it all made sense no other baby could ever replace Cole ever. The way he is totally obsessed with frozen is a little crazy I gotta admit but it's his thing and I wouldn't take him any other way broken heart and all. I know I am making the right choice in getting this done. It doesn't hurt to always be excited of all the grandkids I will have some day either ;-)

Cole you are my baby and always be your siblings little brother I think that is a special thing for a special little guy.  

                  
                                               Cole loves bath time with his big brothers 

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Video of Total Anomalous Pulmonary Venous Return

 Spreading awareness of Congenital Heart Defects !!!!

I want to show you what TAPVR looks like. I found the perfect video on YouTube please click to watch.








Friday, September 5, 2014

Insurance is a Joke!!!!! Thank you to employers that mess with your employees like this !!!





BIG RANT  so move along if you don't like what I have to say. Keep your negitive comments to yourself if you have anything rude to say about my post.

 Cole will not be seeing the Speech Pathologist right now till I figure how to pay for the visit. $500 is due for each appointment till his $4000.00 deductible is met, which they will take payments for but still. Why do I have insurance it's just some discount and why is it I am living paycheck to paycheck but don't qualify for jack squat. Affordable health care don't get me started with that. If my Husband goes to get a better job with a friend he knows it would be amazing financially for our family BUT the job has no health care offered. No biggie I will apply for affordable health care UMMMM $1000.00 a month to cover our family how is that affordable?????

I am at a loss of what to do. I just had to cancel the appointment for Cole what a sad world we live in my baby needs help but can't get it because I can't pay the deductible!!!!!



F-U employers that mess with your employees like this !!! Because of my husbands company our deductibles and insurance coverage has changed to save the company money.


NICE and F U OBAMA affordable what????? Guess I should have my husband quit his job and then I can go on welfare and milk the system and go to the ER for FREE on the tax payers dollars every time my kid coughs. (I'm really not going to do that just figuratively speaking)


 What's the world coming too? RANT OVER

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Speech Pathologist Appointment

 It has been some time since I've gotten a chance to blog. Busy busy summer, we had a great visit from my daughters who live in Georgia. Catching up with family since we have been gone from California for almost 2 years and oh the one kid sick after another. This summer has been a whirl wind of cold flus and more. So here is an update on Cole. 

Cole is now 15 1/2 months old  23.6 pounds and has 7 teeth he can walk and somewhat run. He is very bowlegged but its okay we will fix that. Meals are a bit of a challenge as Cole is lactose intolerant that makes milk pretty pricy depending on who has lactose free vitamin D milk it can run almost $10 a gallon.  Let me tell you this boy can put down some milk. Cole is still drinking from a newborn nipple as anything else chokes him. This is very frustrating and makes me worry every time he drinks or eats certain foods due to the danger of aspiration and choking to death. 

We have the best sippy cups, I've tried it all but the same outcome chokes until he throws up and turns blue. So we will be seeing a speech pathologist on Monday and get Cole the help he needs. Cole also doesn't say many words.  He doesn't say mama :( he tries so hard to talk but just gets frustrated and it makes him so angry. I'm sure the dr will be working on this as well. 

It's almost time for RSV shots this is the time of year I'm sure Cole dislikes monthly shots but its for his own good. November is his Cardiolgy appointment with Dr. Punn at LPCH. I'm excited to see his echo.  We've had less blue and low o2 spells but it still does happen from time to time. Coles skin is still a crazy mess by his scar he just breaks out in random hives these days. Creams washes and more creams, we will find the groove in that soon. 


Cole is a grouchy grizzly bear a lot but I love him to the moon and back. One thing that makes Cole extremely happy and very excited  is the Disney movie Frozen he is totally obsessed with this movie we watch it about umm 3 or more times a day lol he loves Olaf and we love our Colaf. <3


           

Monday, July 21, 2014

365 Days Post-Op

 I am a little late blogging but 365 days can you believe it???

On July 5th 2013, I wish the me today could of talked to the me 365 days ago to let me know everything would work out just how it should. I am so blessed to have my baby healthy and walking yes walking even trying to run.

Cole's Heartiversary celebration was AMAZING !!! I thank each and everyone who attended. My special thanks was to Icing Smiles and my Sugar Angel Jessica who created a special Super Cole Cake and my friend Gia with Sweeties for all the awesome superhero decor she created for Cole. My heart was so happy it was overflowing with love, excitement, and I was so proud of my warrior he ran played laughed it was a great day to say the least. We celebrated in the coolest private play room ever.

I can't wait to see what the future has in store for Cole and I am truly blessed which I can't even say that enough. 365 day's I am still in a haze a whole year has gone by so much has happened and with faith when it was hard Cole is still with me. Little by little I am becoming me and less paranoid with Cole. Not completely gone with worry but it's a lot better.  God is amazing.

Here are some pictures from the party.


My Sugar Angel Jessica

Cole's Dream Cake

Decor by Sweeties

Cole Loved the Cake


Happy Birthday/ Heartday  
Cole the Fireman 


Cole being Serious as Usual 
 My Bow Tie Baby 

Miracle Baby

Cole Really LOVED LOVED his Cake :)